Taking 5 cases and to be doing junior at the same time is kinda crazy. Being in a student uniform makes you juggle both roles. I'm beginning to see who are the staffs that will help me in things, and those who dont. some might appear so nice to you, but the way they teach really sucks and that you might just breakdown anytime. Some would do things for you, like calling the Drs and those other external ppl. That's also torture, cause you wont learn. I'm all confused.

I want them to be next to me with whatever i do esp when calling these external ppl. i might just say the wrong thing.. sigh.. and the pressure to get an A from this ward is making me crazy. Yes, they expect us to get A. This ward im attached to is considered an easy ward. Everyday i go to work asking myself, so what am i going to do today to achieve that A? It's really scary.. sighhhh..

and yes, today is a sad day, that's why i'm blogging.. Cinta is away to Desaru the whole day today. Yes, from 7am just now till probably midnight. I don't know.. And when he gets back, i'm already sleeping for the big day tmr, my cousin is getting engaged!

and you know what, that's all folks.. and one thing that still haven't rest.. is my lesbian bestfriend (or at least used to be), who is still in a lesbian relationship.

-NYP PRCP Nur Basirah.

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That's my report for today..