I've got another 3weeks more till prcp ends!! I cant wait! But at the same time. I cant wait to start work. I wanna go for a holiday too before i start working. There many things la. But for now.. This has been in my mind.. I've got everything planned, well atleast abitt..

 It has been lingering on my mind. What if i wont survive another day here. What if one day i meet with an accident and therefore my dreams are all crushed? Why am i thinking this way? Eversince that day.. Accidents seems to be frequent.. Just ystd, dad told me about the crane and bus incident. It scares the shit out of me that someone died because of that. I kept thinking, hiw will the family accept his death? What happen to his loved ones? Sigh.

If one day that happens to me, how will my family accept my death? Will my friends know of my death? Will all my love ones be able to know? 

Because of this, let me take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness.. To all my friends.. Do forgive me for the bad things i did. Whether intentional or not. For that friend that i love, but refuse to be a woman.. I hope one day you will regret with what you did to us and what you did to yourself. I hope you will punish yourself before God punish you. 

For the rest who have been supporting me and has always been there for me. Thank you so much for being a great friend. You know who you are. I love you guys!! 

My family is the best.. We go through everything together.. And i cant ask for more.. The best ppl in my life, they are. 

To my cinta.. Thank you for your support, and never ending encouragements. I love you even how much we like to call each other names and laugh with the stupidity we both said.. 

Till here.. Its tiring to blog with this itouch, tak bedek.. Batt running low also. Nyehaha. Thank you ppl! May you guys live in peace..